It's hard to live alone,
its hard to choose someone to love,
but the hardest part of falling is to admit
that you have fallen in love with someone
you didn't mean to love from the start...
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A guy and a girl can be just friends
but at one point or another one of them
will fall for the other,
maybe temporarily,
maybe at the wrong time,
maybe too late or maybe,
just maybe ...forever.

Slept at ard 1.30am last nite,
And woke up at 7am for work.
Seriously its tired, coz the time
for this sems is real packed.

Worked for 9am to 6pm.
Mum + Dad + little bro came
to www to enjoy.
Meet up with them after work
for dinner. It has been a long time
since we had a dinner outside together.

After which i went over to
Escape Theme Park (Helloween Party).
I went juz for the palmistry reading.

Results as below:
I'll have a short life, until like ard 40plus yrs.
She suggest that i need to do more good deeds,
n maybe after which i can have a few more yrs.
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Health condition are bad for mi NOW.
She wan mi to juz stay focus n take good care
of myself.
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She also said that mine second relationship in
my life, will be the best as my husband.
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Oh ya, and i will have a daughter n a son
in the future... =)

Thats all for the reading, wat can i say?
Can i say i believe it? If not why ever
go try... Heex...

* Can u see other ppl ard U?

A tiring day...
Got flu, due to lack of sleep.
Feeling so uneasy the whole day.
Not that i dun wan to talk,
but i dun know wat to say.
Kept quiet for most of the time.
All i can do is juz staring at blank
spaces.

* Relief my mute freeze?
Im not good at words,
forgive mi if i've hurt u.
Coz i really din mean it.

Sch was short + fun...
Ended our last lesson at 3pm,
Headed town for sakura dinner,
Which we have been saying for
like 1year plus... hahahaha...

* How to follow mine heart?
Is there a guide for mi?
I need a holy U bible =X

Im a human...
I have my weak points too...
I mayb strong on the outside...
But i need wat everyone needs too...
Some simple words or action touches
HEART =)

Redundant entry... Bye...

* Im waiting for u.

I wan to work.
Why is money so impt?
Damn... Running low...

Its not wat i planned.
I dun like... Haiz..

* I simply need u.

Its really great to be back to sch...
I can see my ppls daily.. =D
Start of a new sem, Year 2 Sem 2 le..
Lesson started on the spot, everythings
in a rush. Got proj due in 5 weeks time?
Freak... Okie.. Nvm.. I'll be working tml...
Some pics of the day:

Have not been sleeping well this few days
reason coz, i juz kept waking up...
I dun know how to say... Zzz...
Hmmm... i kept having terrible headache
recently + chest pain... Until i cramp myself
to bed everyday... =(

Yesterday night was worst, totally cant sleep
at all... Pop a painkiller, but doesnt really help
much... Not feeling well in sch also...
I cant wait for all my checkup to be over... Zzz...

Going back to sch tml...
Im glad that my holidays are spent
with wonderful ppls =)

Worried abt going back to sch,
tons of things for mi to worried...
sch, work, money, health... =X

Anyway, overall im still happy to
get back to study.. So that i can move
on with my unpredictable future...

* tinking n tinking abt u

I din have a good rest last nite, cant sleep...
Thoughts flowing in my mind...

And i wake up early in the morning, went
for a haircut at bugis...
Actually wanted t change my hair style,
but since im to lazy to maintain.. i juz trim it
a little... hahahaa...

After which, met up with my gals.
Had our brunch, and started our shopping spree.
Walk ard bugis street, bugis junction, orchard...
Damn tired...

I got wat i wan for the new sems, all ready for sch...
I cant spend any more, got to control myself...
Need those money for impt things...
Went home at ard 8plus...

I'll be working tml, thur n sun... Madness...

* on n off, its killing mi...

After being "missing" for so loooooong...
Im back to update my blog ---> Mass Update
"ENJOY" =)

26 Sep (Wed)
Had a one day break, went to sentosa with will...
Reach vivo at ard 3plus, took the new monorail..
So excited, juz like a small little kid.. hehehehehe...

Basically, nthing much to do at sentosa.
We took tram, red, blue, yellow bus ard sentosa.
Boring... and finally the orange bus to get out of sentosa...
And its was like last den 1hr... =.=

After which went to paya lebar, marina parade,
tampines and den back home...
For the whole day, its juz bus ride, and more bus ride...
I tink we are suay, or maybe coz we are blur... hahaha...


27 Sep (Thur)
Slack in the morning,
and went back to www for training in the afternoon.
Had a role play session abt the problems that we'll
encounter during work. Fun day i can say...


28 Sep (Fri)
Wake up early in the morning, went for second day
training at www... Game session --> Tree n squirrel

After which im suppose to meet up with my gals
at town area, but they actually come over to look
for mi. I was so shock to see them. Thankz Gals =)

Went over to town, had a short shopping spree.
Both 2 tops, coz haven really got much money to buy..


29 Sep (Sat)
AJ event day1.
Met up with my gal-friends for mac breakfast at kovan
at 7.30am. After breakfast, rush down to vivo city.
For the first time, we are late. Got there, slack ard.
After which, damn busy for the whole day... Zzzz...
Din not hit the target for the first day, damn sad la.
Juz a few more to go only... Haiz...

Went back kovan and had dinner at ard 10plus pm.
Food + chit chatting session at the HK cafe...
Home sweet home at 12plus pm... Tired...


30 Sep (Sun)
AJ event day2.
Another day at vivo city. To prevent being late,
we decided to have our breakfast at vivo... hehehe.
ToastBox --> Traditional breakfast set..

Busy busy day, had my lunch at 5plus pm...
The chicken rice is like super nice la, mayb coz
im juz too hungry...
Manage to hit the target by a little for the second day.
But still, it was not very good compare to the past yrs.

And finally, its over. Pack until like 10pm.
went back kovan for dinner --> prata.
Back to sleep at ard 1am... Super Tired.


1 Oct (Mon)
Happy Children's Day
Back to www... Cashier for the day.
Abit lost touch of working in www, blur for half
of the day... hahaha...

Smooth day, its still the best at www. Familiar place,
fun colleague... Juz feel like home, after going out to
work at different places...


2 Oct (Tue)
Unwillingly climb out of the bed at 10am.
Met up with peiqi at 11plus am.
Went back PnL office to get pay... =D
Over to bugis, had our lunch + dessert.
Bank in the cheque, walk ard and back home.


3 Oct (Wed)
Wake up in the afternoon, watched X-Family.
Met up with KK in the evening.
Went for dessert before his ref session.
Back home at ard 10pm.


4 Oct (Thur)
Wake up at ard 11am, prepare myself n started
watching X-Family. Suppose to meet KK 2pm at tpy.
Due to watch of the show, im late. Sorry dude.. =p
Went over to TTSH, to get my blood test results.
Had another ECG test again, the results shows that im OK. =D
But i'll be back for two more test for check.

* Thanks to all my friends for always being there for mi.

Over to city hall, acc KK to go for his hair cut.
Raffles city after which, to look for some food.
Look at the donuts, but din buy any... hahahaha.

Peiqi come down to look for us, while waiting for her.
We slack ard at marina square. Shortly after peiqi came,
KK left to meet his "lao mu da ling".

Had dinner with peiqi at yoshinoya, walk ard.
And went home.


5 Oct (Fri) TODAY
Wake up at ard 12plus pm.
So tired lor, watch X-Family + lunch.
Pop a flu tablet, and went back to sleep at ard 3pm.
Woke up at 7plus, watch tv + dinner,
and den started this super long entry.

Finally done... Wha...
Will be working again tml... www...
I really cant wait to get back sch...
Take care ppls... =DDD

* Im really ok??